Rachel (flipstickpowuh) wrote in broken_heart,
Rachel
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Non-apologetic at the time

I confess- I've fallen for a few guys before. I broke-up with each one of them for the same reason; I got bored. That reason seems some-what cruel and I want to explain that I am not that kind of person. I am a human like everyone else, a human who has needs, feelings, and desires. You know that feeling when you have a crush on a guy, but you're not sure if he likes you back? Well, I crave that feeling. I crave the feeling of thrill when his hand lightly touches mine. I crave the feeling when I look across the room and see him looking back at me. I crave that feeling that his smiles makes my smile wider and gives butterflies to my stomach. But unfortunately, once I confess to him, once we're together, once we have exchanged our hearts, I no longer carry those feelings. Sort of like: Mission Accomplished- BOOM it's over; just like that. But it's like once he's got me there's no reason to seduce me anymore, no reason to keep me going for him. That's why I move on even if he begs me to come back. I want someone who is different than that. I want someone who will try their hardest to make me fall for them over and over again- not just once; surprise me! I want someone who continues to give me those feelings and fill my desires even after we have confessed our love to each other. Because the confession isn't enough for me- I don't want it to be the end. I need my happily ever after.
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