Rachel (flipstickpowuh) wrote in broken_heart,
Rachel
flipstickpowuh
broken_heart

Hatred.

There are so many things I would like to say to you
If you ever talk to me again this is what I would say...
First you say "I guess you hate me now"
"No I don't.
I HATE the fact that I have to see your face in 1st period
I HATE it when you laugh and smile
Because you used to need me to cheer you up
I HATE how you made me feel like an idiot
I was head over heels for you
And for weeks you let me stay like that
For weeks you never told me
That you no longer feel the same way
Were you "too busy" to tell me?
Or did you just pity me?
But I don't want your pity
I don't want you to feel bad for me
I want you to feel HURT
The same way I do now
I HATE how you seem unphased
As if I was never in your life to begin with
Out of all the things I hate
I have never hated you
Do you know what I hate the most?
I hate that I still love you..."
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